Blah!

Just recently, I realized that I had liked a guy I had known since July.This being only a few days prior to realizing he had asked out one of my friends, and thus currently I am feeling quite crap.

Now, the catch is is that he’s 26, and I am only merely 16. Ten year difference, though I get mistaken for being in University quite a bit. I also act mature for my age, so I automatically get the assumption that I’m legal for many. Oh ho, no, currently I am J-A-I-L-B-A-I-T.

However, I’m not the kind to get into anything bad. I don’t drink, smoke, do drugs or act like a dipshit in school. I have morals damnit and I’ll be sticking with ‘em to my grave. But it wasn’t like me to automatically like someone, so I thought it would be a special time if I asked him.

And as I said above, he liked a friend of mine for a while as he got to know her for the past few months. However, this friend is 24. She’s closer in age to him, so of course that plays a roll. I guessed her name randomly when I tried to pry info from him, and he went on and told me that she was a sweetie pie, how cute she was and I felt like throwing up in my mouth a bit. He’s a good guy, just that hearing someone you fancy rant on about someone ELSE would make anyone feel queasy.

So now I’m sort of… blah. Don’t know where my emotions are right now. I might work on my cosplay and hopefully finish it before the weekend.

Just had to get that off my chest for now. =_=;; *flop*

On a lighter note, yay no homework~