Gorgeous Delicious Deculture!

Yesterday had to be the biggest shitakular day in my mortal life. A good friend of mine whom I've gotten along with suddenly decided based off of one conversation we had to suddenly denounce me to an aquaintance. Now, as of recently life has been stressful for me, so I blew up on her over something that really wasn't her fault. On top of that it was my time of the month, so at the time I was pretty moody. I told her not to take it seriously, that I was just feeling down as of recently, and she handled it pretty well.

Next thing I know she's telling me she took it seriously, talked to her best friend in Toronto and he agreed with her that she needed to back away from me. She was outrightly AVOIDING me the entire week, and she's telling me "distancing myself from you is different from avoiding you", which if you think about for a second, is the exact same thing, just that "distancing" sounds more polite and less repulsive. She goes on to say that what she's doing is right, and thus putting me in the wrong by default.

I took it well, but I'm still pissed that she went and assumed all these things and consulted her best friend rather than talking to me after I calmed down.

The second notion to make yesterday shitakular was after my math test. I'm not very good in math and I've never been, and I thought I'de do better in the mixed course rather than the academic. But, due to doubting my mark, I asked my teacher after I finished my test if the mark I was getting was average. He told me no, and that I should probably drop down to college. He then goes on to tell me that he "apparently" told me on the first test to drop down, and I replied back that no, he never wrote any such thing on my first test. His response was "Oh. Well I should have." And he walked right by me with not an ounce of sensitivity in his voice.

Considering that I knew he saw me tearing up and crying a bit during the test, and to add on to the previous escapade with the friend, I was feeling pretty shitty at that point. I went to my locker, and said friend was there. She saw me, shrugged her shoulders and walked away.

I feel better today, but I just wanted to rant this here to get it off my chest. I'm sorry if I caused anyone to bang their head into their monitor due to teenage drama. Blegh.